[a_girlsdreams]

I woke up last night.
In the middle of the night.
To a dream about you.
And about me.
Its hard to remember now, but it seemed so real 12 hours ago.
You came running up to me.
Into my barely opened arms.
You embraced me.
Hugged, arms around each other.
Face to face.
I sat down, and you sat next to me.
Like best friends.
Before everything went downhill.
Before we would never speak to eachother for months.
Before you replaced me, moved on, disliked me, hated me.
Before you ignore me, blow me off.
You were so..
Real in my dream last night.
Every little thing I could remember about you was right.
We sat down and you kissed me.
In that friendly hello.
Just in that friendly way.
We knew the lines, the boundries.
The way hugs and kisses could be taken as if no more.
What I remember most about my dream is that smile.
Your smile.
Just the way you looked at me went right through me.
Again.
But now all is forgotten.
I fall asleep tonight knowing you dont care, arent thinking about me, just laying in bed thinking happy thoughts of you and your struggling world.
Tonight I fall asleep thinking about the truth.
About the past.
About who I am now tonightt.