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Name: LauRAWR!
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Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!! - January 24th 2009, 04:23 PM

Angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, ANGRY!
*deep breaths*
I feel like theres no point in life anymore...
I feel like each breath is my last...
I feel like my heart should just. Stop.
*deep breaths*
I feel like that dull ache is never going to fade away, and that the pain he brought to me is never going to disappear.
I feel like that fictional story i'm writing isn't so fictional after all.
I feel like I'm hated, hated by them all.
*deep breaths*
I feel like its the end of the world.
I feel like i'm never ever going to be at peace, and that the world is just one great big huge lie.
I feel like I'm alone.
*One...two...three...four...five...six...*
I feel like you're never going to be here for me!
I feel like you laugh at me behind my back, and you're constantly watching for mistakes!
I feel like...I feel like...
*...six...seven...eight...nine...ten...*
I feel like i'm the most hated person in the world, yet I feel like i've become so invisible!
I feel like no matter how much I do, I'm NEVER going to be accepted!
I feel like when I sleep with your hoodie each night, I feel like you're here with me but you're not! You're NOT!
*uno...dos...tres...quatro...cinco...seis...siete. ..ocho...nueve...diez...*

You're not real anymore!!!!