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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 9th 2010, 10:42 PM
1. I kissed him. I dont want to be with him, but it felt so good. he makes me happy. I still wonder if i love him. I stil wonder if we're soul mates. when its just us 2, everythings perfect. then other people come around and it all falls apart.
2. i dont think i can handle a relationship anymore. its driving me crazy. hes always getting on my nerves.
i dont think i love him anymore, but i need him and i dont want to loose him, dont want to hurt him, and definately dont want anyone else to have him.
I shouldve got out months ago when i found out how much he loves me. i just wanted him to be happy and prove i was better than his ex.
3. Ive started cutting again.
4. Ive been thinking about injuring myself enough so i get put in hospital. it means i get away from home, get away from college, and find out who actually cares....