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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - December 23rd 2009, 04:38 AM
My Dirty Little Secret.
I masturbate, even when I have no reason to. It's a horrible thing to me, and I hate it.
I don't say "I love you" because I don't mean it.
I closed my heart to most people, but when i try to open it, there's something that tells me not to, because I will always be hurt.
I feel like I don't deserve happiness or love. So I constantly make myself feel bad, or think of myself as depressed so I don't have to be happy.
I want to run away. I want to die. I want to get rid of this life. I'm not worth anything.
I hate myself.
And I feel that no one is going to love me for who I am. That every compliment I receive is fake. No one means what they say. I constantly hate myself for causing the pain in my life.
I don't deserve this.

[ Life ] keeps going on,
No matter how much it hurts.
Just take a deep -- breath -->.
< Smile. >

And move on.