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Question So is it an eating disorder, or just a problem? - December 18th 2009, 05:58 PM
Hey

i've struggled with my eating in the past, and have gone from being anorexic to bulimic, and then into recovery and got better.. but recently i've realised i'm kinda slipping back into bad habbits!

i never wanted to go back to being ill, but i've notice a pattern - when i'm angry or upset with someone or something, i use my eating as a weapon. e.g. if i've had an argument with someone, i'll skip a meal and blame that person for me not eating! but i know it's not their fault, and that its mine...

i hurt a lot of people when i was ill and its not something i want to do again. i know its me being stupid, but it feels like the ED's are trying to control me again as mad as that sounds..

is there anything you guys can suggest to help?

Laura_xx

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