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caught between my religion and bisexuality. - December 10th 2009, 04:20 PM
tht pretty much says it all. and my life sucks. i h8 it. every bf in my life has hurt me. of the 2 gfs ive had 1 abandoned me when it got hard. ugh. i dont know what to do anymore. ive done everything. cursed god for what hes done to me and not believed in him. but i cant not believe anymore. everything turns me back to him. but i cant not like guys.and now im just tryin to trust god. everything is gettin better in my head. i can finally control myself. and everythings gettin harder and i wanna die and im soo hooked on speed now. and im finally able to go a fuckin week w/o it. i just dont know what to do.

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