Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 8th 2009, 07:45 AM
I think that things might not be going that great for you and your relationship and I feel so bad about that. I feel bad because a part of me hoped that things would go sour so that I wouldn't have to worry about losing you. Now I feel like all my 'wishes' have caused things to go bad and a part of me is happy about this. I have never let myself get invested in someone as much as I have you. I have other friends but for some reason you are extremely special and I don't want to do that. I think it all boils down to the fact that you were the first person who looked at me and saw good and wanted to be my friend. You didn't run away when I told you all about my life. I want you to be happy and I know things will work out but I also want our friendship to grow and I worry that won't happen if you are in a relationship. I am so selfish!!!!
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