[TheNumber42]

Oh, come on, you could have enough money. And besides, if you were a tramp, your hair coloring could be free, just get all dirty :P

But seriously, you aren't doomed or pre-destined into any role. You can control your life. I know you have the strength and determination to do all those things and more. I mean, look at how long you're held onto the idea that no one cares and that you are worthless. If you had that kind of determination in a job/career, you could have anything you wanted.