[.KillCasino.]

I find it hard to move on, you know..? Its like, I don't grieve at the time, I do it months later...like when my nanna died, I didn't cry until like 2 months later. People think I'm emotionless, my best friend of 17 years has never seen me cry, I hate letting people see me when I'm weak. But I can't hide it anymore...they just don't understand..when he left, it was like...I couldn't believe it. When he left a lot of people fell out with me. They blamed me. I see why...It hurt because not only did I lose him, I lost all of them too...my most important friends :[