I wrote out a
PM to you..
Deleted it all.
I dont get it.
I just dont understand why we cant be friends.
Im in so much pain right now, I need you.
Ive been going to the doctors, talking to my parents, getting myself help.
Dont you care?
I hate myself for all the things Ive done, and done to you.
I really fucking hate myself.
Please, stop hating me too.