Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
November 30th 2009, 12:43 PM
The things I don't miss about you:
How stupid you are when you're drunk.
How you never even bothered to pretend to be interested in some of the little things that are part of my life.
How you never bothered being polite about my parents.
How you are a selfish asshole.
The way you get angry for no fucking reason.
How you felt no qualms at all saying horrible stuff to me about my friends.
The way you promised me you'd stop smoking if I stopped cutting and you never even tried.
How sometimes my orgasm didn't even matter. And i didn't push it, because by the time we'd spent so much time on you I wasn't even horny any more.
How you think you're SO fucking great. You're not.
How you go on about yourself and how lucky you are all the time.
How you never wanted to try sex anywhere new. It got boring.
How you never made an effort any more.
How you didn't really care if I got home ok.
Your stupid attention seeking.
How you put yourself before anyone all the fucking time.
How quickly you'd fall asleep and leave me lying there bored for houuurs.
How you didn't make an attempt to understand depression.
How you didn't go out of your way to do anything for me or make me feel good.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago ..... I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door ... ... Níl a shíltear mar a bhítear. Things are not always what they seem.
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