[kaytastrophie_xo]

You should calm down because that's the only way we'll be able to help you and I know you want help or you wouldn't keep posting. Cody obviously cares about you hunn, alone with many others including myself, just because you don't want them too doesn't change their minds. Isn't that what you're looking for? Aren't you looking for someone to help you? But how can we do that when you don't want anyone to care? I really want you to get through this and I want you to be happy again. You were doing great and you were finally explaining your past, then it took a bad turn. But it goes to show that you can reach out. When you tell your story we will be here to listen, and when you just need to let things out we'll be here to listen. We're not trying to push you or make you feel bad about yourself.