yeah. it took me a 2 weeks after i stopped talking to him to admit he abused me. this rape thing, i understand it. but dont understand why.. it's complicated. i told one friend. she just listens no advice tho. she doesnt understand why i gave in to him. i came on here to talk about it. but not many ppl reply to what my threads are. it's hard. really hard. im trying to go thro this alone... not working out.