Re: Dirty Little Secrets. -
October 29th 2009, 11:56 AM
i was afraid he would fall out of love with me when he realized how much of a loser i am and dump me. i made him hate me so i wouldn't have to deal with the pain of having to face the knowledge that i was unacceptable in his eyes and now that i got what i wanted i have to face the pain of how i threw away the love of my life. my dirty little secret is that i miss him so much. but to the world i'm completely okay. and so i shall stay that way stuck in lies, the pain getting worse with each day.
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