[FeelsLikeFalling]

I fucking hate you, so much. I thought things were getting better, but no. Not at all. You're such a freaking asshole, seriously, what is your problem? What did I ever do to you? I've never even spoken back to you, not even once, I'm forever listening to your shit, and it makes NO sense, but I never question you about it, half because I'm afraid of you, half because I can't be assed. I'm not pissed because I'm not getting anything anymore, it has nothing to do with that. I'm fucking pissed because I'm not important enough to you now, but the freaking drug addict of the family is. Me, who has never done anything bad, never done anything horrible to you, is like, hated upon, and the fuck up, the one who screwed everyones lives up, got pregnant and will forever be sponging off you, is more important. How is that fair? I don't even know what I've done wrong. I hate you. I hate everyone. Fuck you all.

Ps. Sorry about language.