[Missy07]

R:

I miss you. The last 4 months that we haven't been together, I've missed you so much. I wish we could work things out, and God, I wish I could tell you how I feel. How stupid I've been. Even though we had our problems (still do) I wish we had worked through them and stayed together. Despite all your BS, I care about you. I wish I had spoken up, and told you in June how I felt instead of letting all this time go by. Now all you think of me is a "friend" and barely that. That really hurts, but I don't think you care. I've gotten to the point where I honestly think that in your mind, the (almost) 6 months we were together didn't even matter to you. I'm just "some girl" you knew. All the times you said you really loved me and didnt want to lose me, were you just BS'ing me? It sure feels like it now. I wish I knew how to get over you!!