oh don't be silly and honestly it's not about how pretty you are at all
It's about personality if a guy likes you. I found my gf not because I liked her in the first place, it's because I got to know her and started to like her. Same with girls and guys. ^_^
Look I used to feel the same way but it really isn't about that. My girlfriend kisses me even if I have pimple problems at times and she wants to. I care much less about it though than I used to and I do my best to address it and she hasn't had any problems. It really is more about inner beauty, than outer. I make her laugh she makes me feel wanted and seeing her smile makes me happy. not saying outer doesn't matter, but I never thought I would end up with someone from Beijing China who came to america for college.
Do you have to go with a date?
If you like going there's no reason you can't go ^_^