[alonealways]

Dear you,
Hm it's funny cause you're "always here" for me but I was crying , you walked away. I gave up on resisting self harm and you shrugged. I told you to call me cause I needed to talk. You left for soccer and never even texted me.. And I often wish I could get in a serious car accident because it's always near death experiences that get you to talk to me. I get that you may not be able to handle me sad all the time but part of the reason I'm sad is cause of YOU. You're lying to me. You're not always there for me. You can't keep your promise. I'm not overreacting, you're killing me.