[Woo! Imagination xD]

I feel like I can't talk to you anymore. I used to trust you with my life but those words, get more and more painful as time passes. I feel that I can't speak to you about anything meaningful or anything thats going on with me, because of those words. So I sit, and I cry, and I cut, until the pain goes away. I'll sit and look at you for hours, and you have no idea whats going on inside my head.

You say you love me, and that you trust me, and I'm the only one who knows you. I wish I could say the same about you, but when your words cut too deep for me to be able to handle, that's when I know, you will never be that person for me, no matter how much I want you to be.

The fact that for the last few months, you have been lovely and you've tried to make every effort with me, the fact that one minute you can be the closest you possibly can be to me and the next as if I'm just a stranger walking past you, never ceases to amaze me. How one day I am your world, and the next, I am nothing.

I can't take the fact that you cannot hear these words coming out of my mouth as i whisper them as I fall asleep and think of them every second of every day. You are supposed to be my everything.. but you're turning into my nothing.