[Angelina]

Baby...this is just because i cannot say it to your face. You seem so exited to leave for your trip. I realize your counting down. Are you counting down just to get away from me. Like you need space from me? I don't understand.. i hope i haven't done anything wrong, to make you feel like you can't wait to get away from me. I want you to have a good time for the week that you are gone, but you have to realize how much I'm going to miss you. I know you wont cheat on me, but i keep thinking... when you have to go to all the dances, and people wanna dance with you Ugh, i can't help but get jealous because i know i wish i could be there, and i wish i could go with you. It really does hurt a lot. I'm trying to be happy cause i know you cannot wait to leave. I realize you may not have time to think about me really, but every night.. what am i going to do? It's going to be hard on me... Then you start soccer.. and i get to miss you more.. ugh.
I'm just scared im gunna loose you & i don't want that to happen.
what if you realize theres someone better, out there for you?
why does it hurt so much ='[

reassure me that i won't loose you? ... please... i need you. i love you. i want to spend the rest of my life with you Taylor..
your the only person i want to be with, your the only person i wanna give my heart to..

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