[collegegirl]

M: How is it even possible for me to still love you? How can I fall asleep every night dreaming up situations in which I see you for the first time in months and nothing has changed, everything is the way it was. How could you let me believe that you loved me as much I love you, and just take that away? Why would you save me when you took away one of the only things in my life worth living for: you? Why are you such a JERK?Why can't I forget you? You're so not worth it. And yet... I'm still hopelessly in love with you.

K: Thanks. Thanks for everything. What happened to the you-will-stay-by-my-side-through-it-all,-even-if-it-doesn't-get-better,-which-I-don't-expect-to-anyway thing? Oh, once I'm out of the state, I'm out of your mind. How could I have thought you were my best friend? You were my role model. That one friend, that ONE that you get once in a lifetime. People didn't mention my name without yours. But they mentioned yours without mine. That should have been my first clue. You never needed me quite as much as I needed you... and in the end, when I needed you most... you weren't there. So thanks. You basically broke my heart. What am I supposed to do now?