[Fictional]

i've just pretty much completely lost my appetite. I can be really hungry for hours on end, but I don't want to eat. In the end, I stop feeling hungry. When I do eat - which is breakfast, lunch and tea; I'm not skipping meals - I don't have overly much. I just don't want to eat. Not because I want to loose weight, but because... I'm not sure. At lunch yesterday, I had a small lunch. I was really hungry once I finished it, I had the money to get more food, but I didn't. I just didn't feel like it. I have to conciously think " you need to have breakfast before you give up and skip it". If I could survive without eating, I would do. I know that I've postd about this recently, but it's starting to worry me. I don't want to relapse, but it feels like I'm going to anyway =(