[FeelsLikeFalling]

I think about killing myself everyday. I just want to end it all. I'm trying to last it out, but I doubt I can, I've ruined my life, I've pushed everyone away and theres no one left. No one cares anymore. I need someone to care. I need to be able to talk to people, instead of having empty conversations, where everyone dumps all their problems on me, and I sit there, wishing they would notice that I'm not coping, notice that I'm not strong, notice that I can't deal with anything. Wishing I had the courage to tell someone I'm not okay. I'm scared because i can't do this anymore.