[TJ.]

So you disappear for a long time, and every time I see you on myspace or somewhere, I send you a message saying hi and i love you and i miss you, and find out what's going on with you. You send a message back, sounding like you're not making an attempt to contact me, no i love you back, no i miss you back. just im not allowed to call...

I WANTED THIS TO WORK. I care soooo much about you. You were amazing. But it felt like you never made attempts to contact me, like I was just way down on your list. I truly wanted it to work. I sent you messages, you ignored them. Never responded back except that one time...

Times you were on, you didn't send a message first telling me what's happening? Even if it was just a Hey, Tj, everythings okay, im just getting moved around, ily or something like that. it'd be awesome and THAT would have made it work, knowing you care...

But blah, crying / tearing up sucks.