[Emzy]

i just can't bring myself to talk to you. youve hidden so much from me and in my eyes you always will. i'll never be able to get over it, i won't ever trust you again and if anything did ever come of this again i wouldn't ever be able to even kiss you or anything. all the trust i had built up over the last year after my past relationship has gone thanks to you, ive got to start from the bottom again, and now look at me, drinking day in day out. thanks.


stop hurting her. i know i dont know you and i dont really want too either but just cos i havent spoken to her in a while doesnt mean i dont worry about her, she still means a lot to me and knowing your hurting her makes me so angry, stop it.