[thedarksideofthesun]

I feel uncomfortable around people in general. I don't know how to trust people and I don't think I have any real friends. but aside from all this i'm deliriously happy most of the time in the delusion i've created. I can't get very angry. Somtimes I think that I'm mentally unstable. I feel that animals are the only creatures on earth that can provide me comfort and I love my pets dearly. I've never felt love. I want to break out and change but i'm afraid everyone will hate me and the only people who might actually care for me will desert me.