[MechanicGodCreation]

In all honesty, I probably wouldn't have seen a problem giving it to you, seeing as it's only one cooler and it was one time. If you truely feel you cannot handle drinking without getting out of control, then the answer is to not start drinking in the first place. Try to avoid is as you get older, and you'll be fine. I just want to let you know that it's normal for you to be curious about it, and that you will probably drink from time to time.

Try to stay in control. It doesn't lead down a pretty road, as I'm sure you've seen with your mother. Take it slow, see what you can handle.

Take care.