[20 Dollar Nose Bleed]

You're the single most important thing in my life.
Without you, what else do I have to live for? You give me reason.
You've made me so happy, even though I go paranoid and have my freak-outs on a regular basis now, but I am happy, trust me.
I love your laugh and your eyes when you smile. I love when you go hyperactive and start acting like a 5 yearold, giggling and bouncing around on the floor.
I love how you feel. Touching any part of you just makes me feel alive. I especially love when I hide my face just under your jaw so I can breathe in the soft warm smell of your neck.
I love how you make me feel like a woman. Nobody sees me as a girly girl, they all think i'm a total tomboy. It can make me feel boyish but not with you.
To you i'm Paris Hilton and Britney Spears all rolled into one. It makes me feel good to be seen like that.
I love your family asif they were myown. You have no idea how protective I am of your little brother or how close I feel to your parents. I LOVE that you give me and your mom a special day to bond - just us girls, out shopping and then to the pub afterwards, laughing at stupid things. It makes me feel closer to you.
I know that I go from one extreme to another alot. One moment i'm angry at you and the next i'm showering you with gifts but that's only just started happening and I know why...it's because I love you SO MUCH that it's just sent me a little bit loopy. The last time I was inlove...I was torn to shreds. This can just seem like it's too good to be true sometimes and I get paranoid, thinking it's going to be ripped away at any minute.
Everyone's looking forward to seeing you at my sister's wedding. They all love you.
I'm so lucky that i'm going to be spending such a special day, my big sisters wedding, with you. I'm so happy you're going to be there.
I can't wait until that's us. When you're ready.
I l o v e you.