[Ayak22]

I just.. think I need to post. I don't want to, I don't think it's important but my friend keeps telling me to so I guess that I should.

I just seem to have gotten a lot thinner, and then a lot more over the passing months. It's not that I don't eat, it's more not eating properly or something like that. I don't ever feel like making my own food so I don't eat if I'm not fed and even then I always end up getting perhaps a pie or some chips. I'll eat loads at times, cereal and stuff like that, but I don't actually eat proper meals, it seems. At school, yeah, but otherwise, generally not. At the weekend I'll spend my money on energy drinks or books if I have enough, and this is because I prefer that over eating on that day. My friend thinks that I'm trying to think of excuses not to eat, and I don't think it's that at all...

I don't know what it is, but a while ago my mum was threatening to get a doctor, now she just comments on my increasing weight and size loss. Jeans that used to be thin on me are hugely baggy, and ones with a tiny waist fall down on me. I don't feel as though I have anything to complain about. I wanted to make a thread but I think that it just seems like I'm trying to say I never eat, when I know that I do and I feel as though I'm just being stupid. I'm only really worried about how skinny I am now, and how much I feel bad or ill and how my body seems to ache and is very thin.

And at the end of it all, I didn't want to make a thread because I don't want to have to change anything. It's like I can't be bothered :/

I'm not sure why I'm even making a thread because I know any advice includes getting help or something. But yeah, my friend told me to. So any comments at all are much appreciated..