[Magic.]

I still have an incredible hold over my ex, it's bad but I enjoy being able to just click my fingers when I want sex. His friend is trying to set him up with someone. I hope it doesn't work because I don't want to lose the control, after he had it over me for so long.

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Every time somebody says my name I am reminded that I was named Bryden after my grandma to make up for the fact she didn't want to be a grandma so young. And that my whole life she has shown little to no interest in me, calling me a "selfish, disrespectful and ungrateful little cow" - Thanks nan.