Hey. It sounds like you're going through a bunch right now. Excuse the obvious statement. I know how you feel about the being young but being the adult and hating your body. It's hard to deal with, and things we really shouldn't have to do. It's okay to cry. It helps the flow of emotions and makes you feel better. You seem really over whelmed, which could be an understatement, but still. It's gonna be an extremely rough time, but you can get through it. You seem very strong. If you ever wanna talk, feel free to
PM me anytime and I'll do my best to help. Feel better hon. :] <3