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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - August 1st 2009, 06:14 PM
So I don't know what I'm doing. As much as I pretend I have my life together, I really don't. It's falling apart at my feet, and I don't care to fix it.

I think part of me wants to tell him. Part of me wants to just let it out. I already fail at life enough, what's one more failure? And then part of me really doesn't want to let him know. I truly don't. Why screw up what is good? I like where I'm at..but then the what if comes back into play..

I really think I'm starting to crush. Big time. Which is stupid because I know it's completely pointless to do so, and I'd ruin everything I've already built. I hate my heart for the things it does to me. Give me a break?