thats a WHOLE LOT MORE than what a lot of other people are dealing with. i can tell you that it will only get better .
when things hit the lowest of the low, the only way left is up .
Thats something that a lot of people hold on to, and i believe and i KNOW it is true. and remember that no matter what other people say to you, the only fact that will still hold true is the fact that you're a really wonderful person and special person.. you've been through so much, and you probably understands how it feels to suffer( which you DO NOT DESERVE to go through at all ) . and i respect you for being so strong.. it will only get better from here. and remember that no matter what, you' are always welcome to talk to all of us.. including and especially me
because i hope that this will make you feel better. and the thing is we are all going to be behind you, supporting you because we understand, we care and we want to help. and we are going to
ready to help and listen anytime.