[SimplyComplex]

Hey Bella,

First of all, don't feel stupid for posting anywhere on this website. We all have our own problems and we need somewhere to vent. It's better you do it here than not at all. Don't be shy, and know we're all here and we're not judging you. We just want to help everyone we can. You're no different :]. You deserve an ear to listen and a fair shot at feeling happy.

The fact that your father is treating you like this is wrong and no one can blame you for being affected the way you are. Though, we can't cay you're depressed or not because we're not doctors. But it's something you might want to look into. Possibly get yourself a counselor to talk to you? Either way, what your father is doing is wrong and I really think you should tell someone about it. That is no way to live. You should try telling someone else in the family, or a close friend - if you don't have any of those you trust I suggest the police then. For now, I really suggest venting your emotions to yourself and others so you don't take it out towards your dad. It will only make it worse, like you said. If you can stop it - try your hardest to.

Your father is not right. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of you. Only your opinion matters. Only your opinion and the opinions of people who have earned your trust for you to value theirs. Life isn't about making other people happy and changing who you are. It's about acceptance and smiling when things are bad because things get better. Sometimes it's easy to assume our parents fight because of us, but they have their own relationship and they fight and that has nothing to do with you. They can chose to handle things in their own way and that isn't your fault if it's a fight. You can never fail if you keep going in life. That's the beauty of it.