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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - July 20th 2009, 08:57 AM

I wish you'd stop yelling at me and just love me again... I'm so scared you'll yell at me if I say anything about anything. I don't understand why you get so angry at me over my music, where I'm from, my friends, how I look, my career choice, everything... who I am... it hurts... I want you to love me for Me. I know you love me for the me that I show you. The me that pretends everything is ok and doesn't say a word because I know you'll insult my opinion anyway. My feelings matter too... there's no winning with you... I'm sorry I'm the way I am, that I'm not who you want me to be. I try to be the best I can for you, I really do... You told me you love me just the way I am, so it hurts like hell when you yell at me for being myself. I'm sick of staying quiet all of the time and agreeing with everything you say, but I'm too scared not to... I love you, but I can't take the fighting... what did i do to deserve to be yelled at so much? why do you want to fight about stupid things? why can't you just accept me, respect me, and Love me the way I am... I do you...
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