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think my parents may know about it, but they haven't brought it up.
they are probably hoping that i will bring it up once i start counseling in august.
my sister does know about it though. both do actually. they are both older. one is two years older, the other four years older.
friends? ha. i don't have many friends. i have a couple, like three or four, and i'm thankful for them, don't get me wrong, but i just wish i had more sometimes.
i also have two imaginary friends. (: joseph and adam.
but, yes. my closest friend does know about it. i have a blog written about him if you would like to know about him(: it's called hero.
he's eleven years older then me though. but i'm not ashamed to say he's my best friend. he's so helpful. he is actually trying to get me to stop
SH.
and to answer your question, if i did stop, it would be for God or for my friend.
they are the two most important people in my life.
and i've heard it before, "if you're christian, you're not supposed to self harm." i know that. i'm well aware. i'm working on it. i want to stop for them. but like i said... i'm addicted. i do it without realizing now. i do it every second of the day.