[Heretic]

There are so many things about you that I don't think you even realize in yourself. I wish I had the resolve and confidence to step forward and tell you that I love you, I think you're beautiful, and I want to move beyond friendship with you. But I can't. I'm too afraid that you might say no, and I'll have my heart broken all over again. I just wish you could understand how much I love for you, how much I care for you, and how much you really mean to me, even when I act like you're annoying the hell out of me, or when you pick on me for no reason at all. I wish I could know what you're thinking and what you're feeling, so I could know what I should do. I want to know what you want, what you need, and how you want things to be, but I can't know that unless you tell me. So please, open up. Because for some reason, I can't.