[Fictional]

About yesterday. i was crying because they'd been telling us how Jesus loves you, and I wanted so so so much to believe it. But I couldn't. 'Cos I'm the one it's ok to have as a friend, but who's completely and utterly unloveable. I kinda selfharmed too, digging in my thumbnail as hard as I could, over and over. The marks stayed for ages.As if to prove my point, Jodie threw a bottle at my head. Oh, and I wasn't asleep, I was closing my eyes, trying to block out the pain I was feeling inside. But i'm not exactly gonna explain all that ^^^ to my entire class, am I?

oh, and don't freak out about Devon. She's a bitch now, and you're better off without her. Hugs are always a good thing.