[secretsecret2312]

So many...I'll do the 4 most important.

1. Thank you for being there for me. Inbetween the midnight IMs and the mid day paniced calls, you are truely the only reason I stopped hurting myself. Thank you for that. I love you more then I could love anybody, and I would die for you, you act the way I wish my sister did. Thank you for always being there, you're the most influencial person in my life, and you're the best cousin a girl could ask for.

2. I know you still drink, and I want you to know I HATE IT! You say my opinion doesn't count, and you'll do what you want to, but I'm your DAUGHTER, my opinion SHOULD count. If one day, I resent you, you will hate yourself for not listening to me.

3. I hope you stay my best friend after hearing this, but I'm bisexual. And I'm 100% sure of this.

4. I miss you. I wish we never dated, we'd still atleast be best friends. You were so great to me, and I loved you. You were the only guy who ever excepted me and loved me. I want to get that feeling back, the one when you first reached for my hand. Those butterflies were amazing. Or the feeling when you called me, or myspaced me. And our IM conversations were like heaven. I miss you, and I still love you.