I have wondered why i have spent at least 10 hours a day on the computer ever since the summer started. I check my email at least 10 times a day and i play games for about 5 hours a day. i applied for about 10 jobs and i never got called back so im stuck here at home doing nothing. every time my parents want to talk to me i become impatient and go back to the computer. i dun have any friends out here cuz my parents live out of state. i dun like going out most of the time cuz i feel embarrassed with my parents.
i found new hobbies like books and poker, but online poker has been keeping me on the
pc for awhile cuz i really want to make some money. i have not played with real money but i want to cuz im not making any money at all.
its pretty boring out here. i cant really make myself go out and do stuff. im getting abit lazy.