[Em...]

I'm sorry for not being perfect, but calling me names, then turning around and saying i love you, i can't stand it. it's messed me up. You tell me that i'm going to mess my whole life up, that i'm not goinng to a uni then kiss me goodnight. I can't handle it. These thoughts you're handing to me. You say you're "in tune" with me, but i take you for being ignorant. You have no idea what i'm feeling. Yet you insist you do. I wish i could talk to you, and have a real relationship, but i can't seem to get the words out. I need your support, but i'm afraid i won't get it if i ask.