[anishift]

I lied when I said I loved you because I was desperate to keep you in my life.
I was just as bad as you were. I just had a lot of pretty words and thought-out lies to back me up.
My parents always told me no one would forget when it was my birthday because it is on 9/11. Like a sick joke. No one ever remembers it. Over 2000 people died on my birthday in 2001.
I miss you so much, I'm not in love with you but you were and are the love of my life. I know I fucked things up.
Every time I chew my favorite gum it reminds me of how you tasted that night. I would give anything to have you want me like that again. To have you hold me and adorn my name with metaphorical hearts.
I was just trying to be better than your ex.
I'm so confused. Are we good friends or do you like me? There's such a thin line with you...
I will never forget how happy you were when you broke my heart.
We can be friends, but you stole my dignity from me. You embarrassed and humiliated me then acted like you were the one who was wronged. Shut up.

"I still remember the sun, always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I, I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing
Nothing at all"