[Emzy]

and not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do.
it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go, but i'm doing it.
it's hard to force that smile when i see our friends and i'm alone,
still harder,
getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
but i know, if i could do it over,
i would trade, give away, all the words that i saved in my heart
that were left unspoken.