[*Faith*]

I've screamed my lungs out and it feels like there's no breath left in me at all.
Around here no one cares what happens to me. I keep myself at a distance from my family (maybe they'll care a little but they have to I guess it's family), I don't speak to anyone at school anymore, I just hide at the back. Sometimes just skip the lesson when my mood drops to an even lower state because I know that the teacher will just push through to an even lower state.

Some people on TH have been amazing friends to me but you all have each other and I'll just slip away and be a forgotten memory. I just want my freedom away from people, maybe it's bad because I'll be hurting myself but I guess I have ways to deal with it. I don't want to come back to this world!

There's just no strength left in me to fight and no reason to.