[xxpaigiexx]

I can't believe I am saying this but I need you.
I don't just love you but I depend upon knowing that I'm with you, knowing you love me gets me through each day.
For the past couple of weeks I've done nothing but drag myself from one day to the next and I hate it.
I hate not having you to wind me up, piss me off... you're the only person who gets away with it.
I miss our jokes... our cuddles our kisses.
I miss you trying to push me off your bed for fucks sake.
I miss every single pathetic detail.
I really do need you, with you I'm a completely different person with you I want to live my life... I get past majority of the depression shit.
When I'm with you I feel at ease, I don't want to die.
You brought me back to life.
I love you so much and I need you back properly.
I just need a hug from you... to know you really do care.
I need you.
I hate that I need you. I've always been independent. I've never needed a boyfriend or girlfriend to complete me... you don't complete me, you just make me feel so much more better about everything.
We're totally different people but somehow we fit we work.
Right now everything is broken.
Please don't wreck things today... show up.
Be there and show me I matter.
Otherwise everything really is well and truly over.
Forever.