[xxJesus_Freakxx <3]

arg, seriously "dad" i think i'm old enough to make some of my choices, esp. what church service i attend, it's not like i'm going shopping and skipping out, i'm right across the way. and you know why i'm doing this, for you. yeah, because i don't want to put all my problems with suicide/self-harm on you right now because you're going through enough. but you won't let me go, seriously, i think im capable of deciding which church service i attend. i love you but i'm doing this for both of us, be mad, do whatever the hell you want but you can't control this. seriously. i have to do this and you woulnd't understand it if i told you.... but i have to. you'll be mad i didn't 'listen,' but okay.

just let.me.go.