[escape_thereal_world]

1) You really hurt me all those months ago. Yes I have forgiven you, but that doesn't mean the pain has gone away. I'm sorry you feel bad for what happened, but that was your choice and you are the one who ruined our friendship and apparently your life. Enjoy being with that bitch girlfriend of yours. I will never forgive her and I don't want to hear about your stupid perfect relationship. *gag*

2) I wish I could tell you everything that is going on. I want to so bad. But I know you're busy and having a good time and with the girl you want to be with...so here I keep quiet. I just wish you knew what had happened last night and what may happen soon...but I just can't tell you. So I'm sorry if you get back and I'm not around anymore. It's not your fault though. You're just busy. I get it.

3) You have NO right what-so-ever to tell me if how I treat my dad is right or not. Get your head out of your arse and worry about your own drama. Don't make drama for me.

4) You say it's not over, but I think it is. Your actions show me otherwise. So either end it, or change how things are now. This in between stuff is killing me.

5) I was ready to give up before I met you. Now I met you and I'm holding on again. I told you that, but I don't want you to think you have to stay around just because of that. We all know I'm too scared.

((*breathes* Wow i had alot to say to people))