Thread: Bulimia/Anorexic urges.
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July 1st 2009, 05:16 PM
I can't really call my doctor. But, I feel so guilty if I eat anything, like I'm so damn hungry but I ate like 2 slices of peach this afternoon and I was like F*** what am I doing? I'm so hungry, but I can't eat. I don't want to eat. At least thats what I automatically keep telling myself.

Ok, Ugh, I have managed to avoid mealtimes for several days and have been trying to take small steps at eating. That isn't working. My family don't know about this and I am now being made to sit down and eat a whole meal. I won't be able to stop myself from purging. I know it this time. HELP!
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