Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe -
January 15th 2009, 03:26 PM
Faith, can you just answer something for me? Why do you find it so hard to accept help? I have tried every argument I know how to construct to prove you aren't a failure, that you deserve happiness. But you just won't even believe me, or anyone else, you won't even believe that I care. Why did you ask for help if you didn't mean to accept it? Why are you here making bonds, getting us to care about you, only to take yourself away from us?
I'm so glad that you came here, and even though I'll be heartbroken if you do anything, I'm glad I've had the chance to meet you. You're a wonderful person and you've brought me so much happiness. I just really hope that you won't leave and take it all with you, that you won't rip out a part of my soul like that.
I'm not going to give up arguing, I promised I wouldn't ever leave you. I'm just beginning to wonder how much I can do to help you when you ask for help but won't accept it.
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