I'll admit, I do see that you've made some mistakes, who hasn't? No one's perfect, and you're no exception. That doesn't mean that you are a fuck up. There is no mistake that can't made right, except for one. You know what that one is? Suicide. Once you're dead, there is no coming back. I guarantee that any other mistakes you've made can be fixed, you just need to approach them one at a time and calmly work through thme.
Faith, I am blinded. I'm blinded by the incredible amount of light and happiness you bring into my life. But being blinded doesn't mean I am wrong. I may not see all of your faults as cleary as you do, but you are also blinded. Surely you must realize that you have an amazing, beautiful side. Not the horrible one you seem fixated on. You are more blind to all of your good qualities as I am to your bad. I admit there is some bad, but you won't even admit there is a trace of good in you.
Please don't do anythin stupid. I really, honestly care about you. I'm not lying when I say that, and if something happened to you, I would be devastated. I can't speak for your friends or family or the rest of
TH, but I know that I care about you way too much for me to just forget you after a couple days.